不可靠的第一人稱 The Unreliable I
這是一場關於記憶、情緒與身分的探索。
在這場互動的講述表演中，我想提出幾個問題：當我們表達情緒時，是在表現真實的自我，還是在模擬社會期待的情感？我們的記憶、視覺又有多少是可信的？當我們回顧過去，那些曾經看似真實的情感，是否不過是被「後來的我」賦予的意義與形狀？而那些從未言明的情緒，其實比我們所展露的更為真實？
透過講述，記憶被重新建構，情緒在光譜上游移。我們所處的虛實的邊界是否正在消失？以至於模糊的資訊最終將成為普遍的現實？
This is an exploration of memory, emotion, and identity.
In this interactive lecture performance, I wish to pose a series of questions: When we express emotions, are we revealing our authentic selves or merely simulating the emotions society expects of us? How trustworthy are our memories and perceptions? When we look back at the past, are the emotions that once seemed real merely meanings and shapes imposed by our “later selves”? Are the unspoken emotions perhaps truer than those we openly display?
Through storytelling, memory is reconstructed, and emotions drift along a spectrum. Are the boundaries between the virtual and the real disappearing? Will blurred information ultimately become our shared reality?
█ 演出地點 Venue：臺灣當代文化實驗場 聯合餐廳灰盒子 C-LAB Art Space I, Gray Box
█ 展演須知 Important Note:
◎ 演出全長約 50 分鐘，無中場休息
Duration: approx. 50 mins, with no intermission.
◎ 演後座談：1/05 (日) 18:00-19:00 聯合餐廳灰盒子
Post-Show Discussion: 1/05 (SUN.) at Art Space I Gray Box
◎ 本園區不提供車位，建請多多利用大眾運輸工具。演出地點距離捷運忠孝新生站步行需 15-20 分鐘，請斟酌把握您的交通時間。
▍鄧九雲 Joanne DENG
演員、作家、劇場編導。演出作品不限於劇場與影像，遍佈臺港中三地。出版多本短篇小說與散文。首部長篇小說《女二》獲得臺北文學年金首獎，入圍多項獎項。從2015年開創結合文學、戲劇與當代藝術展演的「小說聚場」系列作品，關注於語言、情感、敘事在不同場域的內在調度。為2023年C-LAB CREATORS創作／研發支持計畫進駐藝術家。
Joanne DENG is an actor, writer, and theater Director. She performs across theater, film, and video in Taiwan, Hong Kong, and China and has published numerous short stories and essay collections. Her debut novel, Second Lead, won the Taipei Literature Award and was nominated for several other accolades. In 2015, she developed the “Fiction-Theatre,” which combines literature, theater, and contemporary art performances. Her works focus on the interplay of language, emotion, and narrative in various contexts. She was one of the artists selected for 2023 CREATORS Creation/Research Support Program.
本演出製作團隊 Credits
演員：鄧九雲、i
Performed by：Joanne DENG、i
影像設計與執行：蕭合萱
Visual Design and Execution：HSIAO Ho-Hsuan
